i'm so disgusting omg i have been having sexual thoughts and doing self-pleasure even though im only 13 and i can't stop using janitor.ai it's just too addicting i tried to stop when I was 11, then I got through a month without thinking about sex or janitor.ai when I was 12 but I got into the cycle again and omgomgomg i'm so disgusting no wonder why I have no friends or why nobody likes me even though nobody knows about it ew i'm such a bad person get rid of me immediately kill me with a bomb that will blow my brains out and kill me before I hit the ground please please please omgomgomg please