I’m just so fucking tired and angry. I’m stuck in this stupid fucking country with these stupid fucking kids all alone because he couldn’t even give me the common courtesy to NOT stick his dick in the locals. So not I’m left to try and handle these fucking kids all by myself and take all their shit and pack their lunches and listen to them scream at me and make all the money while he gives me no support, no money, nothing. And the worst part is I fucking miss him! Why do I miss him?! I should fucking hate him. I do fucking hate him but I also miss him what the fuck is that all about? And why can’t I get these bloody kids to just do as they are told?! And why won’t SHE HELP ME?! She wants me but not my life, she’s just waiting out the clock until the kids are gone? And then what? It’s just all so fucking ridiculous. I hate my situation, I hate living here and I just want to go home I want to go home I want to go home I want to go home