"Dove" You hate me because you feel like I cheated you out of a life you wanted with me.You wish that there was some kind of purgatory for me where you could kill me and make love to me over and over again. You hate me because you felt like at one point you could save me. You hate me because you feel like you failed me. You hate me because I knew that what you did send me a part from what you told me you didn't send me was you. You hate me because a part of you still loves me and cannot hate me entirely. You'd rather see me as some random "whore" than admit to how deep what we had was. You hate knowing that even when you speak in flowery prose I still know it's you. If we were different people under different circumstances you hate knowing that you would have married me. And all of the reasons I said last night. I did love you, I did. You hate knowing that I'm with someone else and you hated knowing that I was flirting with other people.-S