My boyfriend and I have been together for about 2 years. Ever since the first week of the relationship, it has been a heavily sexual most non-in-person ordeal. Now, I have some previous trauma concerning sexual things. He knows this. He’s blown it off since the beginning of the relationship. At first, I had a heavy drive so I was ok with how sexual he wanted things to be. However, as I started actually attempting to heal from my past trauma, I noticed my drive significantly decreased. So, a few months into the relationship I made a serious attempt to stop the sexual stuff. That absolutely did not work. In fact, he had threatened to kill himself and started saying he felt useless if I didn’t send him or give him what he wanted. (I think the suicidal thoughts came from me because I was healing from depression too). Long story short, I caved in. This cycle repeated itself every once in a while until he eventually wanted me to move in with him badly to fulfill his desires when I turned 18