I feel like no one in my life actually cares about me. I had an event today and not only did they skip me but they didn’t play the right song and i couldn’t do anything about it. Then my bus got cancelled and I had to walk for 40 mins to get home. As soon as I got home I’m crying and sobbing and no one even bothers to comfort me. It’s straight to “crying doesn’t solve anything.”, “you could have asked” and everything. I just want to hugged and someone to show my i actually matter to them, but no. I’m so tired of living this like. Why do i always have to me the happy one, why did i always have to comfort someone else. For just once in my life it’d be nice someone to tell me that I matter. I hate myself, I hate my life. I can’t do this anymore. I don’t wanna live anymore.