i dont know, i just feel like people like me because i’m beneath them. like im pretty, but pretty average. so you know, they shoot their chance. like i always thought myself as this person with thick ass boundary, but i feel like they easily manipulate me to you know, stay? and keep being puppeteered by them. i don’t know, im not innocent with all of this. i’m talking to two guys but the other one isn’t as interested and i met the other by accident or by fate, i don’t know. i just feel so beneath them and easily manipulated, maybe it’s why they stay and sprinkle me with some attention or sometimes a lot, i don’t know….