When everyone uses you in some sort of way instead of genuinely liking you except for one person but you don’t wanna burden said person and depend on them so you lowkey just accept the fact that you’re just not human enough to be treated like one even if you pour all your energy into people and every time you start over you find the same energy, habits, parallels and tactics in very different people. So just be friendly, funny and charismatic. Because at the end of the day, it won’t matter.