Rant #1925

I have no friends. I know people with small amounts of friends say that all the time but I genuinely have not a single friend, unless you count my boyfriend that’s busy on his game talking to his friends 95% of the time. I don’t even have a problem with him, I’m just so sad that I don’t have my own people as well. He is the only person I speak to other then my parents occasionally since I’m an only child, I spend all of my days alone unless I travel an hour on the train to see my boyfriend or I get lucky and he comes to me. I just want my own friends to hang out with I want people to talk to I have to wait many hours, sometimes a whole day, for a reply from my boyfriend and I’m usually just left in my room by myself. Because college takes up most of my time I don’t currently have a job other than art commissions and I only get commissioned like once a month. I just wish I had some friends to talk to or hang with to distract me.