Rant #1905

I have POTS and double vision. It was first diagnosed as IIH, but my neurologist now says it isn’t because medication didn’t help, and thinks it’s just an eyeglass issue, but glasses don’t fix the double vision. I also have pain under my left breast that wraps to my lower side and I’m seeing a GI doctor. Recently I developed a vaginal cyst that may need surgery due to its location. I struggle with PTSD, social anxiety, and DID, though I feel like my mental health “doesn’t count.” I also have PCOS, degenerative disc pain, hypercortisolism, dizziness, presyncope, fatigue, and brain fog. I had ulcers (now healed) and past surgery for a large lipoma, but still have neck pain. I can’t work or attend school, I’m turning 25 soon, waiting on disability after a denial, and feel isolated and exhausted trying to make friends. I'm exhausted and I I’m trying to get onto disability.