cw: csam mentioned back in october my now ex was arrested. leaving me in his apartment unable to drive, no money, 2 hours away from home. in march he finally got his sentencing which made me realize how much he must have lied to me to end up with 20 years after supposedly only looking at cp once reached out to one of his exes and found out she has the same name as his little sister who's not even in middle school yet. and that ex wanted to name their daughter the same thing as me. which just makes me feel disgusting, like he purposely found me, someone with that same name.