im having another mental breakdown lmao i want to dieeeeeeee my sister always kicks punches bites me blames it all on her 𝘀𝗲𝗹𝗳 𝗱𝗶𝗮𝗴𝗻𝗼𝘀𝗲𝗱 "ocd and anxiety" (she has no clue what ocd is btw js heard the fancy word and thought "ooh a new cool excuse to blame all of my bad behaviour on" bc i have diagnosed audhd and knows i get certain accommodations for it that she gets jealous of so she now is trying to find and self diagnose herself w a "cool new label" too) and she said the other day she's going to shoot me <3 (10 yr old btw w severe attitude problems when she doesn't get her way - which was abt not wanting to tidy away her mess so she could continue watching brainrot yt shorts) shes also bluffing abt "youre gonna make me cut myself and kill myself" as a way of guilt tripping (she never had even thought of the two and honestly has 0 intentions to do either until i mentioned it multiple times a few weeks ago - i have severe suicidal thoughts and depression btw) help me