I don’t want to be a burden but , at summer break school , I don’t have much friends in general but like there’s a group of friends that I sometimes hang around with at lunch break , they call me to get with them, but I have noticed that whenever I come around the air becomes intense, like I’d see them chatting and stuff but when I come they become very silent, like they don’t want me to hear anything, so most of the times the silence gets very awkward and uncomfortable, I think it’s because of me but like they ask me to come around, so whenever it’s silence I either grab a textbook and act like I’m studying so they can chat or I try to make conversation which is hard for me…