I miss the way she used to be before breaking up with me I can't help to grieve a version of her who cared about me and gave me love even when I was sad and didn't try to push me away. I can tell her mental health is decreasing and she won't tell me what's bothering her, it hurts so bad and I loved her so much. I don't know how to cope cause all that I can think of is how I can help her even knowing that she will never come back to me and that version of her is lost. She treats me terribly now and ignores my feelings and pushes me away when I ask what's wrong, I don't even know what to do anymore.