I WANT FUCKING HELP I WANT ATTENTION I WANT SOMEONE TO NOTICE I'M FUCKING LOSING MY SHIT PLEASE SOMEONE FUCKING HELP ME I'M SO ANGRY AND TIRED AND PISSED AND UPSET PLEASE PLEASE I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS ANYMORE I HAVE LITERALLY NO ONE PLEASE SOMEONE HELP FUCKING HELP ME I WANT TO HANG MYSELF SO SO BAD PLEASE HELP HELP I DON'T WANT TO BE ALIVE ANYMORE FUCKING HELP