This world is so ugly and I feel like I’m the root cause. Everything hurts right now. Even my heart I won’t lie. My entire life feels like it’s burning to the ground and I’m forced to be the pink loving happy friend to everyone one else. It’s like the floor is collapsing around me because of one person. Everyone says it gets better but I’ve been hearing that since I was like 7 and nothings happened yet. I’ve seriously thought of ending everything right there but I don’t want anymore pain just please STOP IF ITS BAD I DONT WANT TO HEAR ANYMORE I want everyone to go away but everything feels broken I hate myself.
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