I hate the advice people give for depression it feels so insulting and makes me feel like there's really no one out there suffering like I am. Bs advice like "talk to a friend" I don't have any "learn a new hobby" I can't cuz I have no motivation "go for a walk" I can't, where I live is too unsafe for women. When I see people say things like, I know how it feels, I just think, no. You have no idea what it's like to really be stuck for years and years, no way out. I know it's not their fault but I resent people with easy lives who still claim they know what depression feels like. I feel like I am another species. Me on my best day is worse than anyone else on their worst. I wish I was never born, because on top of everything else I am religious and convinced I'm destined for hell, so even suicide isn't an option. Bleugh.