I have no idea what’s happening I half think I hate myself half think I’m depressed and always feel lonely no matter now many people around me. I constantly can’t talk or am too drained to even think of opening the messages app. I can’t imagine myself in 10 years because it’s hard to believe by then I won’t have broken by then. I have people or friends but my family is a whole other thing because I feel like if I say something my mom is going to put it in a group chat or something. Everything is going downhill I have to move away soon and leave whatever stability I have left behind as if I wasn’t already isolated. Energy is basically gone but I’m forced to go to school looking jumpy because that’s the personality I walk into the school building with. I know the move might be what’s best but right now I don’t need to move I need someone or something to not change for once.