i know my wife is depressed and i feel for her but things are reaching the point where i just can't cope anymore. i took a three day trip to visit family after consecutive deaths of close relatives i got home and without a single question of how i am she started breaking down telling me she wanted to kill herself. after three exhausting days of shouldering the emotional weight of a parent and aunt and sister who all cried and relied on me to be strong so i couldn't break down at all i come home and i immediately have to set my feelings aside and spend four hours talking her out of suicide. she didnt even bother checking if i got home safely. i know it's not her fault but i don't have anyone to rely on my family are in pieces i don't have any particularly close friends and i cant even tell my partner im hurting. im now managing her meals (she stopped eating when i was gone) and doing all the housework instead of the only thing i need which is rest and time to grieve. i hate this