I miss my friends. I miss that cute boy who liked me back. I miss everyone. I miss them so bad. I’m alone. I miss my best friend j, she was so sweet. She looks happier now..she has the best class. Best friends..I hate to say it but I’m so jealous..is that wrong?? I don’t really get jealous of her, but I just feel jealous. Not like, I wish she would die DEFINITELY not that but like a different kind. Like i should have been there..and my crush a? Idk anymore. I just feel nothing? I used to feel everything but idk..I don’t really notice him anymore. I miss my old teachers..they were so kind. At least I did get good grades on my report card..but I still miss them sm. But on a positive note, ig I have a few kind people in my class..but there’s one racist guy. I hate it. It’s so frustrating I HATE IT. I hate that I can’t talk about it. I wanna cry so badly, no, rant about it so badly. For someone to say something. To understand.