I feel so let down by people that were meant to protect me. First my parents with neglect, teachers at school and college, then people at work. I have autism and adhd. Im am axious person. In my experience ive just been taken advantage off and treated so badly. Not saying I havent come across kind and caring people because I have and I know they exist. But Ive also had people saying they care and they want to help me but then proceed to ignore what i say even if i say something they are doing is harmful to me. I feel ignored. I have trust issues and i dont know if its paranoia. I already had issues with communication, i had social anxiety, rejection sensitivity etc i just cant managing being around people anymore, ive not had friends since i was probably 16 years old and even then it wasnt good. I avoid people and even if people want to stay in touch with me I cant. Im afraid of them using what i say against me or turning on me. I dont trust anymore.