living with a narcissist is truly not for the weak they internalize me for their ‘incompetent’ relative, just bcs we are related. they would judge me the same way they judge their relative, even when were doing the opposite things, just continue to discriminate n hate bcs theyre stressed of being financially irresponsible, ironic thing is they also depend on their ‘incompetent’ relative to grow their career. im j rlly terrified of i think how much they internalize me w their relative to the point where when they told me to lose body weight is it bcs they wanted me to be like their relative? i feel like im walking on eggshells everytime im near them, no matter what i do it just depends on their mood if theyre fine or angry, i cant escape. they wont listen to anything good, they just want a reality thats benefiting them, even if its a fantasy