I’m sitting in a good job for my age but it’s not what I want to be doing with my life. I’ve been debating college and pursuing what I actually want to do but I don’t want to lose the opportunity that’s been given to me at my current job and I’m scared that if I do go to college and things don’t work out there I’m not going to be able to come back to my job. I’ve always feared that I’m not smart enough or good enough to go to college so I never cared to apply myself in high school. I’ve talked to some old teachers and whatnot and they’ve told me conflicting things but I’m just at the point of just saying fuck it and go to college.