I’m scared I’ll never have a romantic relationship… I don’t even make eye contact with people that may be looking at me. Aside from my insecurities about my appearance…. I’m insecure about my personality and the way I act. Double whammy! Personality wise I am too awkward to find a guy irl and feel I don’t look good enough to be on dating apps. I know there must be someone out there for me someday but I’m worried that day will never come and I’ll never even hold hands romantically or flirt :( I need a non biased third party to give opinions on me so I know what I could do to be better or change. I’m so starved for love and attention.