I need to get out of these damn trenches. I’m so fucking deep im making letters that I’ll never send, playlists for them, (day)dreaming abt them, blushing when they text me privately, drawing them, writing short stories abt out future (fucking self insert fanfic ahh), AND IM DEADASS ABT TO MAKE A SONG I JUST NEED A FEW OTHER INSTRUMENTS AND MAYBE LYRICS 😭 The thing is, I can’t tell them because if they actually do end up liking me back, I lowkey have so much baggage. I’m also lowk suicidal and plan on kms a little bit after their birthday so I can be with them one last time (im an hour away, I just moved). If they don’t like me, im lowk scared of rejection anyways and we’re bsf so it would be awkward to hang out casually with someone who just told you they really like you, not platonically. Advice? I also know they DO like a friend of theirs, likely female or feminine which is lowk kinda me? I dress masc but im unlabeled and fine with being called female cuz that’s my birth gender…