this is so selfish but all my friends are genuinely losers like they're obsessed with jesus and they hate parties and if they find out i smoke they'll all leave me and talk shit about me and nobody wants to go to echo park rising with me (anybody from los angeles reading this you should go its this saturday and sunday) but like i really wanted to go and everybodys a bum and they all would rather stay in or go to the mall for the 100th time when will i ever find my crowd