I feel as though my presence holds no weight. When people invite me out and I decline and they make a big deal out of it I can’t help but wonder why. I don’t think my presence would have made a difference. I truly believe I don’t mean anything to anyone. When outside, I feel like I’m taking up space, I assume I am a nuisance to every stranger around me. Logically, I probably do mean something to a few I’m close with, I just wish I could see that beyond just convincing myself.