I miss you a lot but I know you love to hang with other girls just for fun and attraction but you dont know how it feels from my end . I am tired of everthing in my life . Financially , Emotionally , Mentally and Physically. My thoughts are winning . I dont trust anyone . None at all .I miss coming to work and just seeing you . You are my happy place and I trust you . I know you get happy to see me too and you tell me If I am okay or not . I am struggling alot . I want someone to be my side and understand me rather than just judge me . I actually want to go somewhere and get lost. I want to get lost forever .I want to be a heartless person . I want to learn to let go the desire to be permanent in anyone life or in a person. I miss you a lot T . ALOT .