Ever since I made my first friend, I've always been option 2, always someone in the background, someone who gets cut off just randomly for no reason. And it is for no reason, I promise you that I try my hardest to not annoy people and be normal, yet here I am sat typing it on a screen because I have no one else to tell it all to. I am only remembered when someone accidentally brings me up midway through whatever event it is, then they realise and say "Oh yeah him". I literally just sit and watch the world go by, always being the backup for the backup in case the backup isn't there; I wouldn't even go that far honestly. I used to get bullied a lot, So I tried my hardest to change and here I am 4 years later miles better than I used to be, everything I was made fun of for I made better but even now I'm so different no one cares about me still. I'm pretty much always alone and just have to sit looking through other people's instagram stories wondering why I never got asked to come.