I fucking hate you. I hate every thing about you. I hate every cell in your fucking body. You literally are the weakest man I know. How could you make children with people, claim you want a part of their lives, and then abandon them like trash. You are a horrible human and crappy excuse for a father and man. Literally if you left the face of this earth that would be amazing. Whats the worst part of all of this, I hate that I hate you. I want to be Godly and be one with the Lord, but I can't due to all of the resentment I hold for you. You have ruined my life so much it makes me fucking sick. I am tired, I am broken, I am changed. You can never go back to the way I was and its all because of you. Living with herpes is better than being stuck in the predicament I am in now. You make it hard for me to connect and love my child because you are a part of her. You make me sick and a fucking hate the air you breath! You bastard! You should have nothing but shame. You weak motherfucker