Does it really bad to forget the worship? I'm not even that good to facing the god. I always feel that I don't be able to talk to the god, I just full of sin. Like, I'm even say that I'll go to the hell because I'm not that close to the god anymore. My mother always force me to comeback, but I just be quiet not even angry at her. I know that I was wrong, but in the other side, I was really sorry to her. I just do everything just for her, I'm not doing the worship for my own good, but to make my mom happy after all. I'm sorry mom.