Rant #17750

I can't read into personality theory because I end up feeling envious of other types and act like such an oblivious edgelord that no one wants to hear. I may give a wrong impression of myself and then I need to feel the guilt of being at the bottom of a sort of hierarchy I projected onto the world. I hate having a language for my unconsciousness, I hate all the things that make me human and not an animal.