I'm struggling with mental health right now and I don't know where to start to be free. I asked people to help me to get out of it but they couldn't or didn't cared, i tried to explain my problems to my trusted friends but they get upset, not helpful enough and ignore me like I don't exist. Nobody cares if i cry and suffer in this world. So I asked my girlfriend to be my "Therapist". Everything was fine, I talked about my problems, she listened and comfort me like hugging me and telling me that everything is going to be okay but one day, my girlfriend got so upset that I She even sent me death threats and blocked me for a while only because i pushed my pressures to her. Now I have nobody to talk about my problems. I always overthinking "what did I do wrong? Why was I like that? Why am I so dramatic and and and..." my life is a knotted paper that can't be fixed. Never.