I keep thinking about ending it all. I wish my parents brought me here living a better life, but my everyday life feels so repetitive and it's and depressing. I try my hardest to make it better but how can I when I feel unmotivated and tired? I can't even seek help because I hate everyone around me. The worst part is even when I'm feeling like this, people around me are trying to drag me down in every little thing and it's pissing me off, I get irritated very quickly and my mood shifts drastically, and I'm scared I'll either hurt others or myself. I don't have money to seek professional help and I don't trust adults or the people around me, ik I'm very difficult but I want to stop feeling like this and actually live a better life.
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