yk lowkey i have a feeling my mom kinda of just doesn't want to do anything w me (and grandma). understandable, i get that grans gets rlly strict and outright insults her and i'm not rlly an outdoorsy type. growing up w my grandma i kind of got her personality too---which i also hate. so it kind of feels insufferable around us. but it js gives the feeling that the both of us are leftovers. idk my bio dad and my mom got married and has a child w the stepdad (which i can't rlly feel comfortable calling dad since i didn't grow up w him and never rlly talked to him + i never had a dad or a male figure at home, it's js plain awkward highk) she hangs out a lot more w her friend and her family while me and grans are kinda js sitting around. which is fine, we would be pretty stressful around i think. it kinda js feels like we're unwanted at times is all. idk lol