I’m way too clingy for my own good. I can’t go a day without talking to my best friend without feeling like I’ll spiral. Being ignored by her feels so horrible. Knowing that she probably has other people that she likes more than me is torture. I hate feeling this jealousy. Both wanting to be her only one and wanting to have the same amount of social ability as she does. I want to hear her voice again but I’m not man enough to actually ask. I remember talking until the early hours of the morning. I remember feeling tired and wanting to hang up. I will never take a call from her for granted again.
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