They assumed the worse. They mock everything I said. Take things out of context and use it against me, but I have no say in it. I can’t get a word out to tell them how I feel because in the end they make fun of me. They talk shit about me infront of my face of how I am exactly as this other person who abandoned their family. I’ve always been in the shadow of this person my entire life and they all don't even know it. My school life, my flaws, my success heck even my social life I’m being compared. I should’ve kept my mouth shut instead of saying the words “am I free to go now” or “do you guys still need me here.” Now they are still talking shit about me, insulting me and yet they want me to wake up and act all happy brand new as if I haven’t been called the most disappointment in the whole family. I can’t do this anymore, but I can’t ask my friends for help. They are already busy with life so adding myself would just make things worse. I just know now that I’m no longer acting happy.