I really can't anymore. I've been trying so hard to keep up. To be better. To fix myself. But I can't. I've TRIED I've tried SO DAM HARD. But it's never enough. I've been diagnosed with ADHD and pathological lying, but my parents still expect me to be better than other people, even tho I physically can't. They claim they love me, but they don't know a lot, like when I tried to kill myself just a while ago. I've been going for therapy, and it helps, then my meltal health plummets again when I talk to my parents. Honestly.. I don't know why I'm writing this. An apology? Just a rant? If I'm being honest, probably a goodbye :( I'm just so done with everything. I'm so done with my parents, my 'friends', just- I'm so done with everything. So to anyone reading this, if anyone ever reads this.. I hope you have a wonderful life, with friends and family that love you. I hope you do amazing in work / studies and live to a ripe old age. Goodbye world. This is chairz_14, signing out.