im so fucking tired. all my friends are finding love and having people ask for their numbers and everything and I just wish it could be me. I want someone to love me for me. not for my body or to just have someone. I always have to stand to the side while people come up to my friends saying "hey my friend wants your number" ect ect. but when is it my turn? when will someone look at me that way, make a move and then stay because they genuinely love everything about me. not just my looks or my body parts. they always leave when they see my personality. am I really unlovable? I try explaining this to my friends and all I hear is "noo you are so pretty youll find someone" but is that all I am? sure, I get compliments on my looks and stuff, but when was the last time someone said they enjoyed being around me? that they love having me as a friend? I dont remember. im so tired of living. im tired of being me. I wish I was anyone else. someone get me out of here.