I don’t know what I have to do to be a “Good Christian” I feel like their is so much rules. Like don’t gossip, and dress modestly (like what does that mean where do I draw the line? and why can’t I just wear whatever? I mean ofc I have common sense but still) and also rules like don’t curse, don’t get drunk, and read ur bible daily, and pray a lot, and listen to good Christan music and not curse word music, and don’t be mean, and always be super patient, and worry about others before yourself, and love yourself but also don’t love yourself too much bc then u are being prideful. Like idk how much of the bible a day is good bc i used to be super good about reading my bible and i read a lot of it daily. But the last two months i have been only reading the daily bible verses which sometimes I forget to do. And sometimes I am randomly hunger for gods word or worship music. But sometimes I want to distance my self from god.Or i believe I can handle life on my own. But I still go backto god