hay, im super tired of everything. i feel so drained to the point that i dont want to do anything. i just want to die tbh. i feel like no one gets me. my family hates me, my friends dont even know that im struggling, my classmates dont even give a shit, and i dont want to rant out to my bf because he doesnt deserve this version of me. i just want to cry in somebody's arm and just let this all out. I dont know how much of this i can take. i just wanna die broooooo. fuck myself, fuck everything. nothing i ever do is good enough. im only in senior high but i feel like ive messed up my entire future. i just want to hug someone pls. im so tired of everything.