I have or... had? idk what I feel for him anymore. I'll just say I have a crush on this kid and last year on Valentines day my friends confessed to him for me for some fucking reason but at least he said he liked me back I guess. A lot of kids in my grade are dating and I wanted a BF so without asking him I told all my friends I had a new BF. We chatted later on and agreed we were to young and just wanted to be friends but I had a breakdown. It's been almost a full year now and I don't know if I like him anymore but I think if I do it's one sided. I was at his house hanging out and 2 or 3 of his friends came knocking at the door and said "Is that your GF?" When they saw me and he said "EW NO!" And shut them out. When we were walking around his neighborhood he said "If anyone sees your your my long lost sister" and he tries to hide me from his friends when we are walking in his neighborhood and says if we see them to run? He makes me feel loves but worthless at the same fucking time..