Now everybody knows how I feel about my feelings and my family. Never did I thought I would feel so much shame and embarrassment that day but that wasn’t the worst part, the worst part was my mom telling me if I needed to talk to anyone, I could only tell her, dad, grandma or grandpa but no body else and that’s what break me. That I can’t tell anyone outside my house how I truly feel. I felt like it was my fault. If only I came my lip shut none of this would be happening but every scenarios I play in my head where I keep my mouth shut, I don’t because I loved them and trust them. There are days where I almost harm myself because I believe that it was my fault.