I feel like I want to be trans. To be a boy. But I love my hair and my female appearence and my family is so unnaccepting. Like WTF? Why do you call my trans brother his chosen name infront of his face and his deadname behind his back? My parents would also be dissapointed with two sons and a lot of my friends family would get so fucking pissed and me and probably force me not to be friends with my friends anymore. I jsut find it so unreasonable and gross that people treat us this way for being something else. I might be trans to non-bianary but after coming out as non-bianary one time one person said "k" and spammed to the point where no one else saw it. I just wanna be non-bianary but it seems as if this life won't allow me. Specifclly the fucking orange man in charge.