How do I socialize without observing myself and doubting everything I say. Im an ambiguous person, at least I think so, I’m not a very interesting person but I try and act like I am. I’ve even tried relaxing to stop being so anxious, it works but half the time I don’t even know if the words I’m saying are what I really want to say it’s like I’m on autopilot. I’m trying my best but there are so many people who are way charismatic, funny, and natural than me. I just want to have a genuine friendship but I think I’m the one ruining my chances.
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