i hate my father so much. im so tired of his emotional manipulation and narcissistic behavior. he doesnt care about anything unless it pertains directly to him. my childhood was ruined by his abuse and i was, and am, so stressed out that i have permanent damage to my health. it feels like my life has been ruined and i cant even do anything about it. i cant have a job, i cant do much physical activity, i cant even think straight half the time because i have such horrible brain fog and pent up anger. i hate that im stuck living with him. i hate that he gets drunk all the time and faces no consequences for his actions. i hate how i am always the one being abused. i am so sick and tired of existing all because of him. i love everything about my life except him. everything else is going well, except that i have to live in the same house as him. i wish he didnt exist. i hope he finally has to face the consequences of his horrible actions soon, because its about time for karma to hit