I officially ended my toxic relationship of 2 years today. I was 20 and he's 42. My parents encouraged me to find an older husband so he can take care of me. He did do a good job taking care of me but at what price? It all started the first time we had sex and after that I dealt with so much verbal abuse. He'd yell at me, call me names, and curse me out everytime I'd tell him "no". He's forced himself on me many times during our relationship even when I made it clear I didn't want to. He's bought me many things and helped me but I still felt like a worthless sex toy who can't do anything right. It's also the things he'd say to me and his overall behavior. I tried to change myself for him but it didn't work. It was saturday where he told me our relationship is horrible, that i always disappoint him, and that I'm too much of a kid for him. So I packed my things and left. My parents are gonna be mad but at least I don't have to feel hated anymore.