I am super ashamed of my nerdy interests, as a "normal" guy everybody knows for being good at sports. Not nerdy like watching anime or other cute stuff... I mean like stamp collecting, space history, science video games... im cringing. I am never ever gonna let anyone see my internal world I will be weak and pathetic and they will never look at me the same no matter how fluffy my hair is or how impeccable my style is or how much I try to looksmaxx. I feel like two fucking people at the same time and I will never get a girlfriend that actually loves me, let alone understanding friends. Even if they're smart. Cause at least most people can pick one or the other, I am a gross combination. It makes me sad.
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