3 breakups in the span of 4 years is way too much for me to handle. Idk if I'm gonna be able to recover or bounce back. I may be messed up for a very long time and I don't think I'll have the strength to go through another. I love way too hard and actually care about people but everyone else treats me like a disposable garbage. I'm still a human being but I know, I don't matter to anyone. :(