you're horrible and you completely ruined me and you are a manipulative little liar, you manipulated my other friends to turn on me and now i have nothing and no one, you were the closest friend ive ever had, and i only now realise how selfish and manipulative you were this whole time. i dont know how i can recover from how you changed me and i cant even make new friends because of it, you changed how i think on a level i didnt know and now i have nightmares every night because of you, harm myself because of you, and want to die because of you