Rant #15955

i hate myself. i've been failing in school since sixth grade, and i'm going into my fourth year of high school. i constantly get shouted at and emotionally abused by my father, and even though my parents are divorced, my mom spends more time with her new boyfriend than actually talking to me. they don't believe in mental health issues either, and even when i told my mother that i did wanna kill myself, she told me i wouldn't get to go to heaven